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warning: no rainbows, bebe puppies, unicorns found on here today.

i have post-longest-running-european-honeymoon-ever-depression.  
there, it’s out.  it’s a real disease.  {sort of}
I’m simply finding it hard to get back into the swing of things.  the real life things.
Today I kissed JB{Thee most handsome man in a suit} goodbye, walked him to his truck from the driveway, and handed him some coffee …
all while wearing my favorite silk robe, messy hair, and a sleepy smile.  
and while that’s nice and all, i need something to do.  other than sort through boxes.
i’m working on working, and there are prospects ahead.  even in this {seems to me sometimes} little hiccup of a town.
i need to be more patient.  i want things to happen overnight.
this week i’ve been having
a sort of  WHAT AM I DOING IN LIFE/ WHAT GOOD HAVE I EVER DONE moment.
so to answer a couple emails as to how i’m doing being home … that’s sort of it. 
and don’t get me wrong, i LOVE our families and friends.
spending time at our parents is the best.
dinners with just JB and me – in a real live home have been incredible.
it’s just i have a hard time with transition stages in life.  i don’t think i’m alone on that either.


and i just…
i miss matisse {my bike!}, our swiss friends, market everyday, and though I didn’t have a job over there … 
I felt like enjoying life was my purpose/job for that time.  
i need to take that perspective, and move it over here – maybe it is in a box i sent… and just hasn’t arrived yet.
hoping it will soon.

soooo… here’s a little honesty for your morning.
and since i’m not  all sunshine, unicorns, and baby puppies … how about some inspiring words from my pinterest.

lots of kisses to each of you.
and thanks for hanging in there. . .  (:

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