oh the post partum body. i was so curious about how my body would change. curious/freaked out. I didn't think much of it until a week or so before he was born though. then it was all, let me mourn the loss of my youth. ha. a little too late for a freak out. And then he arrived! ... And I didn't look down for a few days. I just wasn't ready to see what was ahead of me. And now, six weeks post partum ... I think I actually like my post partum self. I am surprisingly OK with wider hips and a few more imperfections thrown into the mix. They resulted in Tuck. And breastfeeding... it's oddly empowering. I'm all "i make my babies food!"
But don't get me wrong ... I'm still interested in having abs again (;